the biggest part of me :)

It's been long time since I want to write about this post. I want to write about all of my best friends :) my dearest buddies :) just let's get started! :D

Start from the four musketeers :D

Actually, we never really said that ourselves are four musketeers, I just thought about it a second ago haha :D But they are my best best friends :)

First, of course, Helena Ratya Rudijanto. I will never get bored even if I have to talk about her all the time. She's just like a gift for me :) It is fun to talk with her. To share everything with her. Actually, "angkot 08" is our secret place. We talked about everything when we went home by that public transportation. We had been through a dozen of experiences. I remembered I told you about "boys", right? You knew everything, helena :) You were the first one I told about every time I have some troubles with boys, hahaa :D but just ignore them. She's the one who likes Super Junior that much :) She's an Everlasting Friend! ;D She has a thousand of Super Junior's videos. I got some from her. I like every time she laughs :D You're the best! ;D

Second musketeers is Cindy Franscisca. She's a Chinese girl. She's the one who has a dozen of stories to tell to us. Every time we met, she always had a new story to be told. I like it. I like hearing she speaks. We laughed about everything. She often talks about "boys" to us. But honestly, I never get bored to hear what she says. It's like watching a new episode of drama, hahahaha :D She's so fussy and funny. You're the best, cindy! :D




And this is it! Mutiara Lirendra. The most beautiful girl between us :) She also likes to share story with us. Especially "boys", she has a lot of stories about "boys" actually. Instead of Cindy, every time I heard Muti speaks, I felt like I was watching an infotainment hahahaha ;D but it's true, I'm not kidding. But I also like it. Unfortunately, I didn't spare so much time with her. Actually, we've been friends since the seventh grade, but I did become close with her since the ninth grade, so we only had short times. But, it's okay, right? We often meet each other, right Muti? ;D

Here they are :)



































Okay, let's move on! Now, I want to tell you about my other two friends :)



This is my lovely honey bunny Soraya Triesly Lessy She's ambon manise :) All of my sister said that she's so beautiful :) We've been very close since the eight grade. I like her that much :D She also has a lot of stories to be told. It's so good that we meet each other every week. We're on the same church, so, I never missed her so badly, because we always meet once in a week. I like to be her sharing friend. It's good to have you, Soraya :D FYI, she's very tall and I always feel "terindimadasi" every time I stood next to her, hahahaha :DD


This is Felita Dwitari Suryanata. Oh my god, what should I say about you, Felli? Hahahaha :DD Every time I'm near her, I always laugh. Everything we're talking about is just like a joke! I couldn't even believe that I missed you that much, Fel! She's in Jakarta now. Studying at Theresia High School and we never met since our graduation. She's also Chinese, and I think she never cares about anything too much. She's very easygoing and so kind to me :D Felli, I've been missing you here! So badly!


Here we are :)



































And these are my new best friends in SMANSA :D

Firstly, Shadrina Fitri Ghazani. She's so smart in Math! #God! hahaha :D She also has a lot of stories to tell. Especially "boys" :D We often shares and she helps me a lot in school! We're always together wherever we go (I mean, when there was a school fieldtrip or something like that). And we also often killed time in McD Padjajaran, eating and talking about anything that passed our mind. She's good when playing Tap Tap, and I often loose! hahahaha :D We have to try the extreme one, Shad! hahaha :DD


The last but not least, is Rayna Hanin Ahmad. She's the one who sits next to me. I always looked her homework and wrote it on my book hahahaha :DD We often say obscenities every morning hahahaha :D Actually, it's not real, we're just kidding. She often laughs and me too. She's the one who likes to tease me but there are no proves, Ray! hahahaha :D We're always together too wherever we go. And Rayna is leaving so far away from SMANSA. She needs two years from home to reach SMANSA! hahahaha :DD

This is us!


Friends, you're all the best gift I've ever had! I never regret to meet you all, guys! I love you from the deepest side of my heart! Thanks for being there, thanks for always making me smile and laugh. As you know, you have a place in my heart! Just like Brian McKnight says, you're always be the biggest part of me :D

Thank you :)

FM

One last dance

What do you feel if you have to let your love go?
What do you feel if you still have to see him go even if you have given everything you have in this world to him?
What do you feel if you see someone you love has gone with another girl just a minute after he left you?

Sometimes, you might think that he's cruel, you might think that he's the one who never understands you. You start to regret everything, you start to regret that you loved him. But, what if he says :

One last dance with you, even though what we have is strong , both of us know that we've done wrong. You could lose everything, need to give it up. Just one last dance with you, for all the moments that we shared, all the lies they don't compare. You gotta go back to him, and I realize that every time I see your face I know, there's a part of me that can't bear to let you go. And I would give my heart. Give you the world, risk losing everything I got. I'd give it all to you, though I don't wanna stop. I know it's the right thing to do.

What will you say?
I can't say a thing.

Sometimes, you just have to understand that everything you think it's right, might hurt someone else, but everything you think it's wrong, might be the best thing for you.

Just like love.

FM